Stupid

 do you know what is new level of stupid?

the signs were all pretty much clear and i didn't stop you to keep hoping. 

can i?

I have been frozen since that day

I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me

It's hard to find my way

Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?

Guardian Angel

 where are u?

Waiting On The Sky To Change

There's something in the air
Burning ions in the oxygen are all aglow
A feeling everywhere
Premonitions of the storm that comes, but I won't go

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is home

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

I've been frozen since that day
I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me
It's hard to find my way
Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is hope

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear

Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain

Waiting on the sky to change

I never really wanted you to see

The screwed up side of me that I keep

Locked inside of me so deep

It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go

So many things you should have known

I guess for me there's just no hope

I never meant to be so cold

Its been awhile.

Hello to anyone who drop by this 10 years old blog. 

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